I’ve been trying to put all of it into words. I’ve tried it from different perspectives and different angles and different…
Yet somehow it never comes out just right. Somehow it never quite does everything justice, never does him justice.
I lost a cousin. ..why? ..how? But it happened. It just happened.
And maybe some things aren’t meant to be formed to a blog that no one will ever read. Maybe it’s best to leave it be. Let the memories of before today and before this week stand as our memories of him. Not the rumors and stories and resulting tension we all experienced today.
Maybe I’ll just leave it like this.
Love ya kid.
kadi.
